Well, I'm pretty sure some of that is just pure s*** made up by your brain as you go, like a precaution in case you get cold feet. Perhaps if I google it, I'll find some wiki page describing a wacky substance you produce once your nervousness reach a certain level.
Agh, but whatever might be lurking in my head, it doesn't change the fact that my feet are feeling rather chilled.
Because seriously, the nerves are ganging up on me with an intent to kill, and while there's a lot in this world I can hide from, the nerve impulses of my own body and mind isn't one. And the thought that I could wind up feeling like this for the next four months has my gut twisting in curious loops.
I sent my university application form today. And I feel like shooting myself.
It's embarrassing really.